Showing posts with label winter. Show all posts
Showing posts with label winter. Show all posts

January 27, 2014

Feeling Funky

Which would explain the late in the day post.  Because that's like blogger suicide, no?

It's that time of year again.  The excitement and warm and fuzzies from Christmas is over. Life has resumed.  Resolutions have been broken {not mine}.  Not to mention the fa-reezing cold weather.  Everything is blah.  This time every year I get into a funk and I hate it.  I'm officially diagnosing myself with S.A.D.D.

I should be perky, walking with a pep in my step.  I have lost almost 10lbs this month which is HUGE considering it took me 3 months to lose 3lbs.  We are almost done with our taxes and our refund should be significant {thank you, James Weston}.  Both of my babies are napping.  Life is pretty good.

But I can't help but shake this lingering feeling that is just "blah". There is no better word to describe it, it's just blah.  I'm not sad about anything in particular.  Nothing is driving me nuts.  OK, maybe this weather.  Did I mention I hate winter?

I just can't shake it.

We long for warm, sunny days.  Kendall even looked out the window while it was snowing and said, "OH NO!  It's snowing AGAIN?! I just want it to be warm so we can play outside!"  Me too sister, me too.  We are getting cabin fever like whoa.  Not to mention it's been so cold that school has been canceled on more than one occasion.  Not cool, Mother Nature, not cool.  I don't know how many more times we can play Chutes and Ladders, Memory, Candy Land, Sneaky Snacky Squirrel, or Princess Cupcakes {side note: I love that Kendall loves to play games, my favorite}.

But some things that make me feel happy in this time of funk, cleaning, coffee, and exercise.  In no particular order.

Yesterday I was feeling extra funky.  I was throwing up Saturday night {not pregnant}, I woke up with a headache, it's freezing outside, my hip is bothering me, the list goes on.  I knew that I needed to get in a workout, even if that meant walking on the treadmill.  So I did just that.  I got caught up on RHBH and got in a good 45 minutes of an incline walk.  It wasn't much but it did wonders for my mood.  It's funny because the days I don't workout I definitely feel it.  Not in my body but in my mind, it's totally mental.

Today I should probably squeeze in a workout but instead I decided to de-stress with some deep cleaning.  I swear there is nothing I hate more than cleaning bathrooms but boy do I love the feeling {and look} when it's all said and done.  And, it really doesn't take that long.  I cleaned our bedroom and now I love it all over again.  Seriously I might retreat there once this post is finished and enjoy the quiet.  It's sunny {but cold} here today so I opened the curtains and I just might pretend it's a warm summer day.

It's not often that I get to finish my morning coffee while it's still hot.  I've been waking up extra early in hopes of enjoying a cup before someone needs something but James got the memo and he's been waking up extra early too.  Kendall did this when she was a baby, I swear they have a sensor on me.  So, that leads me to afternoon coffee.  It's becoming my most favorite time of day.  The house is a wreck and there are 5 million other things I should/could be doing but instead I brew a cup and relax for a few.  It's heaven and a great way to recharge my batteries for the rest of the day.

So now that I've cleaned and sipped my afternoon delight I might try to get in a small workout before all hell breaks loose the munchkins wake up.  Too late, I hear James.


January 24, 2013

Thoughts for Thursday

I haven't done a random, here's what's on my mind post in a while so here you go.

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So I'm annoyed.  I blame it on the case of S.A.D. that I swear I get every year.  I hate the cold.  I hate the snow.  I hate winter.  I thought I'd be all happy-go-lucky and enjoy it this year but that's not the case.  In fact, I think I'm more annoyed than ever.  You see, we heat our house {mainly} with a wood burning fireplace insert.  Sure it's awesome, saves us a ton of money on propane to heat the house and who doesn't love cozy-ing up to next to a roaring fire?  Me.  I am over it.  I'm tired of tramping outside in the subzero temperatures to bring more wood in.  I'm sick of all the dust that damn thing creates.  Seriously I cannot keep our house clean with this thing.  I hate that even though we have a humidifier our house is always dry.  I hate it all.  I hate winter, that will never change apparently.
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Is blogging dying?  I swear if I read one more "I'm taking a break" or "I took a break and didn't care" post I might scream.  I mean, I get it.  We all have periods of writers block, it happens.  But so just take a break, blog when you feel like it, no pressure.  It's not that serious.  I feel like so many people get so caught up in "I have to post EVERY day" that they lose sight of why they started blogging in the first place.  Blog when/if you want and don't when you don't.  Easy peasy.  No need to be all dramatic about it.  I still happen to love blogging.  I love the friends I have made and pretty much the whole community.  Of course there are exceptions but, for the most part, blogging still rocks my socks.

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Am I the only one with a toddler that refuses 3.5 seconds of independent play?  I mean seriously!  I will set out all of her toys thinking, "OK I can finally go unload the dishwasher in peace" and then 2 seconds later she's {literally} hanging on my leg.  What gives?  I know I should cherish this time that she wants to spend with me and soak it up because in about 12 years she won't want anything to do with me but HOLY COW, mama needs some space sometimes.

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Can we talk about Private Practice for a minute?  Ummm...why did I not know it was ending, for good?  I was watching last weeks episode, business as usual and then BAM I see "on next weeks SERIES finale" and instantly started crying.  WTF?  I had NO IDEA it was ending, whatsoever.  I still haven't watched the finale because that makes it real and I am not ready for it to be over.  

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Speaking of TV.  I started Pretty Little Liars, which I told you yesterday and holy teenage goodness.  I have watched 11 episodes in the past 2.5 days and have no plans of slowing down.  First of all, Aria is adorable.  Love her.  She's gorgeous.  I want to be her when I die and come back as a teenager.  And Mr. Fitz, {whistles} woohoo.  My mom has been telling me for months that I need to jump on this teenie-bopper train but I never listened.  Sorry mom.

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So our bedroom furniture is in!  Say what?!  We are finally going to have a master bedroom for grown ups to live in!  We still need curtains and some decoration stuff but the furniture alone is going to be a HUGE improvement.  I can't wait to reveal the before and afters.  You will DIE when you see what I'm working with.  It's pathetic, really.  You can guess what we'll be doing all weekend.

So yeah, that's where I'm at today.  

November 30, 2012

At 9 a.m.

Is it just me or does 9 a.m. feel so much different in the winter?

Over the summer we were outside and filling up the water table and the baby pool by nine, some days.  By nine I was ready to go to the pool, sunscreen applied and pool bag packed only to find out the pool doesn't even open till 10!  At 9 a.m. I felt as if half of the day was already over.  Making it to story time {at 10 a.m.}each week was a breeze.

Now?  Well I'm lucky to have breakfast ready by nine. Showers usually don't happen until the afternoon because omgidon'twanttogetoutofmywarmbedandgetintheshower!  There is definitely no going outside to play bright and early.  And some weeks I just don't feel like going to story time.


It could also be that my child sleeps in much later now too.  

And that it's too freakin' cold to do anything outside because 1. I hate wearing coats and 2. I hate the cold.

There's just something about the winter months that make everyone and everything seem to slow down.  It's really quite refreshing after the busyness that is summer cookouts, pool parties, graduations, weddings, pool days, and more cookouts.  I almost welcomed the calm that comes with the cooler months this year.

Instead of planning the days activities, determined to make the most of a bright! sunny! warm! day, we snuggle up on the couch in front of a warm fire.  We drink hot chocolate before we eat breakfast and it's OK.  We have more PJ days and KP loves PJ day {girlfriend hates to get dressed unless it's to put on a princess dress or tutu}.

9 a.m. seems easier these days.  If we don't feel like leaving the house for the day {or two or three} we don't and there's no guilt because we are missing out on great weather.  No, instead it's cozy and comfy and warm and makes me feel all of those things on the inside too.

I've always been a self proclaimed "I hate winter-er" but this year I'm finding a new respect for it.  Perhaps it's because I'm older and lazier but I like to think it's because I can appreciate the calm now.  I appreciate those rare moments when The Toddler is all quiet and relaxed and snuggly and I don't dare interrupt that.

I know in a few months when there is snow on the ground and we can't go anywhere due to slushy roads I'll be back to my same old "I hate winter!" mantra.  So for now, I'm enjoying the cold mornings and the fact that 9 a.m. is so simple and sweet and snuggly and warm and quiet and easy.

Happy Friday, friends.  Have a great weekend.


January 24, 2012

EFF You, Winter

Winter, winter you suck so bad,
You give the occasional case of  S.A.D.
Your temps are so frigid we stay inside,
Inside + Toddler = cry, cries, cried.
Even in Uggs my toes go numb,
Your snow and sleet are so dumb.
Our electric bill was near five hundred dollars,
If you're jealous, let me hear you holler.
*crickets*
Sure snow angels are lots of "fun",
But nothing beats the sand and sun.
I long for the days of warmer weather,
And laying out till my skin turns to leather.
Looking out the window is not a thrill,
Especially after I check the wind chill.
Getting dressed is such a mess,
I long for the days I can wear a dress.
My brand new car cannot stay clean,
Winter, why are you so mean?
Winter, winter go away,
No need to come back, not any day.

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